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Future Looks Good

I’m too excited to grow old because of the assurance that I’ll have you around. In our house singing your favourite song, in our car tapping your steering wheel while drinking a coffee, and in our bedroom brushing my hair away from my face just to see how I peacefully sleep beside you. The eagerness that I have to live longer is certainly because of those things abovementioned.

I live for you. For the love that you’re giving me and for the future that you made me foresee. Despite the distance that we have, I wanted to stay with you even if it’s consuming me. I wanted to be beside you, I wanted to feel you more and more everyday. I do not want anyone to have you. I just want you all for myself. When I’m with you, I’m sure that the world is kind to me. I always see the brightest and happiest future when you are in it.

I hope you’ll stay with me the way I wanted, I hope you’re eager too.

To err is human

“We sin, we commit mistakes, perpetually.”

Human beings as stewards, never to be a divinity, for we are created in the image and likeness of God, to be like him. However, ages had passed and humanity still had a difficult time forgiving each other. Despite the grave sins, God forgives, forgave and forgiven us. Past, present, and future, He will always forgive us and embrace our flaws without any hesitation. So might as well, why not be like Him, learn to forgive without comparing the pain what one has caused.

No matter how much anger the other half has, remind yourselves, the burning rage in your hearts would simply lead to an unending cycle of passing blames. Not accepting that you hurt somebody and not admitting the mistakes that you had caused, makes you a coward. Confrontation with the person with much anger could suppress both ires. Instead of fueling the fire, put an end to it to avoid regrets.

Repent and forgive. There is nothing wrong with acknowledging the fault that one has made because before we did such action, one knows what would happen in the future. YOU are accountable for your own actions, and wholeheartedly forgiving someone lessens the chaos in one’s mind, and brings tranquility in the heart.

 

Dive in

Despite the blueness

You adored the different shades

As you step closer

Feet indulged Into a bone-chilling and frigid voidness

As the sunsets

You descended with it

Abyssal

All you felt and saw was nothing but darkness

As you search for light

Not even the sun could save you

For her beauty appears over the horizon

Eternal damnation

For the sun you saw

Behind it was a library of sadness

A kiss of death

Smell the roses

Why do I have to look at you as if I’ll lose you the following second?

Why do I have to hold you as if you’ll leave me after these three words come out my mouth?

Why do I have to hear your voice one more time just to know you’re beside me now?

Why do I have to inhale your scent just to know you’re existing?

Why do I have to confirm your existence?

Why do I have to act as if our promise “always and forever” would vanish?